13 Ways to lose yourself, settle, and be unhappy
This is how we give away our power and agency.
When I look back at different seasons of my life and ways I’ve given my power away, it’s not the glaringly obvious things that stand out, but the subtle, daily choices that slowly sucked the life out of me.
The patterns that didn’t feed my soul, but also didn’t look “bad” enough on the surface. The disempowering choices that were easy to ignore, rationalize, and justify over time. The insidious experiences that eroded my confidence and self-trust.
It’s how most of us lose ourselves and give our power away - slowly, quietly, over time.
How to lose yourself, settle, and be unhappy
1. By Staying in Unsatisfying Relationships For The “Potential”. If you're staying not because it feels good now, but because you hope it could someday... you might be in denial. Hope is a beautiful thing, it’s not a solid foundation. Believe your reality and experience with someone over an idea of who they could potentially become.
Reflection question: Is this the relationship I initially agreed to be in and if nothing changes, would I still want to be here?
2. By Deferring Peace And Happiness Until …you have a partner, better job, house, etc. Your life is happening now—not when you reach some imagined milestone. When happiness becomes conditional, it quietly trains you to stay dissatisfied and unhappy. The finish line keeps moving, and relief never quite arrives.
Reflection question: What would I stop postponing if I believed I was allowed to feel good today—not "someday"?
3. By Comparing Your Life to a Made-up Timeline
Whether you made it up yourself or absorbed it from family, culture, or social media—those timelines are fiction. You’re not behind. You’re just here, living your life, being human.
Reflection question: Who sold me the idea of a timeline and does it add or take away from my freedom?
4. By Denying Yourself What Feels Good And Easy
Not everything has to be hard or driven by hustle and force. Hustle culture survives by convincing you that ease is irresponsible. Rest matters. Play matters. Comfort matters. Gentleness matters. Less is more.
Reflection question: Where am I confusing struggle with value? And who benefits from me believing ease is lazy?
5. By Focusing on What’s “Wrong” With You
You may think it’s productive—“If I can identify the flaw, I can fix it.” But over-focusing on your shortcomings only magnifies them. Your attention is fuel. Choose your focus wisely.
Reflection question: If I stopped nitpicking myself for 24 hours, what kind of magic might actually show up?
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6. By Putting People on Pedestals
No one is better or more deserving than you. People may be in different life stages, have different struggles or privileges—but that says nothing about your worth.
Reflection question: Whose opinion am I worshiping—and what do I think they know that I don’t?
7. By Disrespecting Yourself
Self-disrespect can look like self-sabotage, ignoring your own needs, or tolerating poor treatment. It adds up. Over time, you start treating your own boundaries as optional, and others follow your lead.
Reflection question: Where am I saying “it’s fine” when it’s actually wrecking my spirit?
8. By Participating in Situations You Tolerate—or Worse, Resent
Why spend your precious time on things that feel like obligation or quiet resentment? That’s another form of self-betrayal. Life isn’t meant to be endured or merely tolerated. It’s meant to be lived, chosen, and engaged with a sense of aliveness.
Reflection question: If I wasn’t afraid of others’ perception of me, what would I quit tolerating without even blinking?
9. By Waiting For Others to Change
No one is going to suddenly wake up more self-aware, apologetic, emotionally available, or ready to meet you where you're at—especially if they haven’t shown signs of growth so far. Waiting for someone else to transform so you can feel better is a recipe for resentment and stagnation. Focus that energy on yourself and things you are in charge of.
Reflection question: What am I avoiding in my own life by hoping someone else will finally get it together?
10. By Performing Niceness And Agreeableness
Being nice isn't the problem—performing niceness is. Smiling when you're pissed, agreeing when you're unsure, softening your truth so you don’t ruffle feathers? That’s emotional labor you didn’t consent to. And it chips away at your authenticity, one fake nod at a time.
Reflection question: Where am I trading truth for likability—and is it actually working?
11. By Constantly Forcing Yourself Out of Your Comfort Zone
The “Get out of your comfort zone” advice gives me hives. I will not force myself to do something under a false premise of growth or performing achievement, and neither should you. There will be no shortage of natural challenges presented by life—we don’t have to make them up. This is not avoidance, it’s alignment.
Reflection question: Is this actually growth—or unhealthy striving in a fancier outfit?
12. By Obsessing Over Healing and Self-improvement
Constantly self-analyzing, dissecting your flaws, fears, and growth edges only feeds the idea that you’re not already enough. It undermines self-acceptance and keeps you stuck in a loop of “not yet worthy.”
Reflection question: Who would I be if I stopped treating myself like a project and started treating myself like a person?
13. By Listening to Influencers and “Experts” Over Your Intuition
Influencers are glorified salespeople. Their job is to convince you that you need whatever they’re selling—whether it’s a product or a lifestyle. Tune them out. Turn inwards and listen to what YOU want, believe, and think.
Reflection question: What would I want if no one on the internet could see or applaud me for it?
We don’t have to live dissatisfied until it becomes unmistakably clear that we’re wasting our time and power. We don’t have to examine our choices only when it feels like the last option available.
The invitation to take charge of what you can change and plant new seeds is available to you at any time.